To Do
- Do three sections of math homework
- study for math test
- start ecology packet
- finish 4 labs
- study AP bio
- read poecab
I’m so tired though :/ AP chinese literally sucked the life out of me. Got cold stone afterwards though (:
goddamn
I WIN
the award for the best end to spring break 2012 ever!!!!
2 hour lecture of how I’m not going to get into college because my grades suck and I don’t have anything going for me!!!! 2 hours of me wanting to punch a hole in my wall and listening to my mom yell at me for not caring about my future and being a party animal!!!!!!! 2 hours of being told that I am a problem child and how my mother does not know what to do with me !!!!!!! BEST TWO HOURS OF MY LIFE!!!!
Today just keeps getting better and better.
Ass.
First time that I am actually getting fed up with you. It’s weird and I don’t like it at all. I hope it’s not something that’s going be reoccurring frequently in the future, but I don’t know. I don’t want to say you’ve changed, but a little part of me is telling myself to stop denying the obvious and just come to terms with it. But it’s hard. I just feel like priorities are being shifted and I’m just sitting back while you’re moving forward with your life. I don’t know, I just miss you a lot. That is probably all.
It’s annoying when people assume I’m not trying hard enough or that I’m wasting my time and not “doing my best”. Shit.
First thing my mom says to me when I get home.
“Now that you’re done with finals, you can go practice piano because you have so much free time now!”
All I want is a break, is that too much to ask for?
