Maybe, Possibly

It sucks how even though I actually do try hard  to do well, like actually study my ass off, I still never get the results I want. It makes me so frustrated I don’t know what to do with myself. I don’t know what to do anymore in general to be honest. 

All I really do know is that I want to just stay home the rest of the week. Getting out of this rut is ridiculously hard and everything is just too overwhelming at the moment. cries.