Maybe, Possibly

What am I doing with my life right now. I was so determined to haul ass this month but what have I done these past few days? Nothing. Absolutely nothing, my motivation has just suddenly drained out of me and I just feel tired as hell everyday. Napping just turns into me lying in bed until dinner time and then I just don’t feel like doing shit. But the problem is right now my grades are total shit, and I want to do better, I need to fucking do better, but just the thought of busting out the books and studying for hella hours makes feel sick. Headaches and just feeling so tired is getting in the way of everything. I hate January, always stressing me out and shit. UGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHh, so angry. Actually I’m not even angry, just frustrated at myself and the world and just how much I suck at school. UGh…………………