January 2012
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I can’t handle this anymore. I’m so tired of getting into the same damn arguments with my mom. I can’t stand the way she handles things because the way she does is just fucking suffocating. Always telling me to do this, never allowing me to just have one day to relax. It’s like the idea of relaxing doesn’t even exist. I don’t want to play piano and memorize some...
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First thing my mom says to me when I get home.
“Now that you’re done with finals, you can go practice piano because you have so much free time now!”
All I want is a break, is that too much to ask for?
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Green Light (cover)- David So ft Travis Graham
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Rambles
I really want this week to just be over. I know my grades are ass and no matter how long I study, there really isn’t going to be some magical event that’s going to bring my grades up. I have just sorta decided to deal with the consequences of not working hard enough this semester and just let it be. So what if I have a 3.0 GPA? It doesn’t mean I’m stupid or anything, it...
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daftcrazy:
Empty Apartment - Yellowcard
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It sucks how even though I actually do try hard to do well, like actually study my ass off, I still never get the results I want. It makes me so frustrated I don’t know what to do with myself. I don’t know what to do anymore in general to be honest.
All I really do know is that I want to just stay home the rest of the week. Getting out of this rut is ridiculously hard and...
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Dance With Me Tonight- Olly Murs
This song just...
Anonymous asked: which finals are you worried about most?
Anonymous asked: If you were asked to create an original art piece that reflects who you are, what would you draw?
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So I ended up staying out later that usual, going to eat with friends, looking around KOHLS and chilling at yoswirl for half an hour. But I’m on my way home and my mom calls me and yells at me on the phone, asking me where I was and if I knew what time it was. Like okay, it’s 530, I’m on my way home, don’t need to yell at me over the phone. But then she had the audacity...
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Thoughts
You know, if I knew how to play guitar, maybe Id be able to actually cover a song like I always wanted to. Cross that ish off my to do list for 2012. BUT ALAS, I DO NOT HAVE A GUITAR OR POSSESS THE SKILLS OF GUITAR PLAYING. So poop.
Why am I even thinking about these things, I have a bio test tomorrow and nothing is making any sense to me.
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I'm so hungry...
So I go to the kitchen trying to find something to eat or whatever, you know, opening cupboards here and there.
Mom: MEI MEI , NI ZAI GAN MA?! (WHAT ARE YOU DOING?!) YOU ZAI ZHAO DONG XI CHI ( YOU’RE LOOKING FOR SOMETHING TO EAT AGAIN?) NI YI JING TAI PANG LE! (YOU’RE ALREADY TOO FAT)
okay please, I’m not fat,
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mlok:
sparks fly cover - julia sheer ft. tyler...
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Why does it seem like I have a "bad attitude"...
Maybe it’s cause finals are next week and i don’t feel prepared, maybe it’s cause I had to play 3 hours of piano today and then go back to the teacher’s house to play for her again while you decided to get mad at me for no reason, maybe it’s because you keep asking me if I’m done with my homework yet, MAYBE IT’S BECAUSE YOU’RE SMOTHERING ME WITH...
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ASSSSSSS
Seriously? Making me stay home all day on a holiday to play piano? Playing 30 minutes a day is hard enough for me already, but now you want me to sit there for hours and hours playing the piano, and expecting me to enjoy myself?
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Observations
I’ve noticed that every time my mom comes back from Taiwan, she always starts dressing…very asiany and like dressing the way younger people dress. She’s now always busting out the long shirts and the leggings, wearing furry boots and bedazzled shirts. I don’t know how I feel about this to be honest. Like I guess it’s nbd, she can dress however she wants, but sometimes...
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Today was the last day that I could sing at the...
this actually makes me really sad.When you’re home alone, and you just start belting out the song that’s been stuck in your head all day long, most satisfying feeling ever. No one to tell you to shut up or tell you you’re ruining a song. So much fun. Sigh, at least I still have showers to look forward to.
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Faaaack.
What am I doing with my life right now. I was so determined to haul ass this month but what have I done these past few days? Nothing. Absolutely nothing, my motivation has just suddenly drained out of me and I just feel tired as hell everyday. Napping just turns into me lying in bed until dinner time and then I just don’t feel like doing shit. But the problem is right now my grades are total...
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Blah
Came home at 530 PM, slept until 7PM, started eating dinner at 710, still eating dinner while tumblring and singing very loudly.
What is homework. What are finals. Why am I so lazy.
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Just got Temple Run on iTouch
Good bye Productivity, it was nice having you over for about 20 minutes today.
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Midterm Game Plan.
prepare my little 2 minute 30 second oral speech thing for chinese midterm, even though I really don’t even know what the topic is going to be about
go over the circled vocab from last chapter because we never really learned chapter 3 vocabulary
maybe if I’m feeling wonderful I’ll attempt to play piano and memorize it.
Gosh, I am so tired right now. 30 minute naps do not help...
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lightupdarkness:
The Show - Lenka
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